An apt quote

I feel like I am not anyone's first choice. Neither their favourite. Even if people tell me I'm important to them or I mean a lot to them, I know there is always someone they prefer to be with. Someone they chose over me. And that's hurt... a lot.

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  1. Knight SamarDecember 7, 2013 at 7:54 PM

    It is because, perhaps, you give yourself less importance every time. You underestimate your own flights over yet-uncharted skies, your own battles which many haven't even thought of that you could have fought and your own experience which is far more deeper than many. The answers will come where questions come from, only if you find and take time for yourself and what you like.

    Carpe diem, if you already haven't.

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  2. dr@g0nDecember 7, 2013 at 9:10 PM

    Thanks. I actually forgot "Carpe diem" from Dead Poet Soceity.

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