The Lost Dragon

मेरे जीवन कि पोथी के,   365   पन्ने लिखकर , कुछ किस्से ,   कुछ बातें करके, कुछ प्यारी सी यादें देकर ; कुछ खास   chapters   को लिखकर, करके कदमताल चला गया , एक और साल चला गया | कुछ अपने थे ,   कुछ सपने थे ,   कुछ अपनों के भी सपने थे , कुछ पूरे हुए ,   कुछ नहीं हुए ,   पर जो जो थे सब अपने थे ; जीवन के पहिये को धकेल ,   बनके भूतकाल चला गया, एक और साल चला गया | कुछ पा लेने की ख्वाहिश थी, कुछ बन जाने का सोचा था, जब पंडित जी के पास गए, तो सुना ग्रहों में लोचा था; यहाँ घिस घिस के मर गए और वो, मस्तानी चाल चला गया, एक और साल चला गया | कहते हैं जिंदगी सफर है एक, लोग आते जाते रहते हैं, कुछ नए मिले, कुछ छूट गए, पर याद सब आते रहते हैं; गहरे रिश्तों को झिन्झोड़कर, करके बेहाल चला गया, एक और साल चला गया | जो बिछुड गया वो बिछुड गया, कुछ नहीं मिला तो नहीं मिला, Garden   सूना नहीं होता है, जो एक फूल कोई नहीं खिला; सब शिकवों, गिलों को दफनाकर फिर मैंने कदम बढ़ाया है, एक नया साल फिर आया है | कहते हैं जो...

People use masks to hide from the world Many use masks to cover their true selves Some uses masks to hide what’s underneath Almost everyone uses masks over their faces You can tell that people are wearing masks by looking into their eyes Their eyes are glazed over in broken spirit Their eyes are dulled from the pain Their eyes don’t hold any spark of what they had before Their eyes is like eye of a corpse You can tell that people are wearing masks By being their friends When you watch them its like watching a robot When they smile it doesn’t reach their eyes When they laugh its like a mocking cackle Their movements are cautious and lithe Their body language responds to every sound, and touch Whatever they do, it matches the mask they have on The main masks for people to use are: Happiness, because they don’t have it Alertness, because they don’t want to endure what they’ve been through again Shyness, because they fear others The most common mask is: Blank, nothing, no emotions what-so...

Happy birthday, my friend I hope you have a happy one One filled with love and happiness But I know that you are missing someone Someone special to you Someone who you wish is there with you now So I give you a gift A simple one, really But I know that a gift you'd really enjoy Is to be with your special someone But this will have to do for now This mere piece of poetry But if you think about it Contemplate it deeply Think it through Looking into your mind Around every corner You'd see it The many gifts you receive Each so valuable and precious Tenderly given to you As if taking your hand And placing their heart Into your palm Indeed, that is what it is Their hearts to you From far away they give They give their emotions Their feelings And their minds They think so fondly of you And they hold your feelings Like a treasured jewel And what they give... Love, care, affection ...is more precious than what I can give

Deep in thought, Not really there. I wonder why people don't care. Wondering why they just stop and stare. Sometimes I think it isn't fair. They Look at me like some kind of freak, Every time I go to speak. They love to chat, they love to glisten, but when it comes to me they just don't listen. like I"m a ghost, like I'm the wind, They ignore me like I was sinned. ~ sweetydusty

This poem here has a lot of resemblance in my life and I feel the poetess went through exactly the same, as I just went recently. Signing off with the friend with it. I guess I too should move on. What ever happened to the good old days When we used to be the best of friends? We would have fun and hang out. But it’s true what they say, All good things must come to an end. I was always there for you, And you were always there for me. We shared secrets and told each other everything. But now all that is left are the memories. I don’t understand why we lost contact, I don’t understand why it’s been over a year since we hung out. Don’t make the excuse we’re always too busy And that our schedules don’t work out. I feel left out! I feel like my best friend died. Was it really because of busy schedules or was it over a guy? I know people change and drift apart, But if something is important enough a person will do anything to work it out. So apparently you’ve moved...

Disclaimer: When you are reading this keep you mind open and think from the perspective presented. Your perspective is not wrong, but just agree to disagree because mine too is not wrong. Its lynx's bday and god knows how much I looked forward to it. Nothing better celebrating your sister's first night cake cutting ceremony and that's why its more special. And due to some unexpected scenarios it all got delayed. Everyone were disappointed, but nothing matched to my disappointment levels. And I am a big time jackass to take things in a bit too harsh way. Its either this way or that way. Binary is my most favourite language. But its good for computers, not practical life. So when Sam once said to me I being too straight at times is a blessing in disguise, I knew exactly what she meant. And when I feel disappointed, rather than being manipulative and presenting a better and middle path, I kind of blurt out. And mostly it happens I say things which make things worse. And t...

I am a lonely path of broken dreams, it is a heaven that I am searching for. All these stars seem soo dull to me, it is the moon that I am searching for. Happiness is so angry at me, its Life that I'm searching for. There is a crowd around me at all times, it's a Friend that I'm searching for. My life if just like path, its a destination that I'm searching for. Don't know what is it that I've lost, may be its ME that I'm searching for.!! -- Sent by Lynx long time back

I am a lonely path of broken dreams, it is a heaven that I am searching for. All these stars seem soo dull to me, it is the moon that I am searching for. Happiness is so angry at me, it is joy that I am searching for. There is a crowd around me at all times, it is a soul that I am searching for. My life is like an endless road, it is a destination I am searching for. Don't know what is it that I have lost, May be it is me that I am searching for. 1 day, I'l leave the world and never come back... U may cry when you see my number... You may miss me when you sit together with friends... Won't be able to hear my laugh and my voice again... There will be no more ME to irritate you... Tease, make you laugh and say sorry stupidly... I won't call by all the stupid names I do... Tears might flow out of eyes, but I'l be gone... Long and forever... So enjoy my company as much before I close my eyes forever...

My life at Symbiosis; doing BCA, could not have been better anywhere. Two years mean so much in a student life and those precious two years have rewarded me with my angels. Here is a brief description about them all... The Knight - What should I write about him. No1 can summarize in a line or two. What has been the most memorable moment of my life is when he came to me on the second day of our BCA, and offered a handshake. At that time I just exchanged the handshake with a lot of doubt. In fact every handshake at that time had an element of doubt. But it was just the beginning and what happened next to me is known to every1. I think where I am today, is all because of him. He took me everywhere he went. And what not we achieved as a duo. SDRC-UG, SDRC, the college website intsites/ug, the noodle, and many more things to follow. He always pushed me to limits. He always tried to explore the new horizons and like a kid holding hands of his father, I enjoyed all the trips; all of them. Cr...

Today, I raise toast to all my dear and lovely friends... who have gathered here, sparing their precious of times to allow each other to cherish each other's presence and share and revive the times and memories that we created and celebrated, knowlingly or unknowingly... Times have changed and our priorities have changed...Paths have parted and places have changed too... but we still are here again and that tells that whatever changes come to our life and however alien environments be... our love and passion towards our friendship will always remain the same... On this day, I pray to GOD that we continue to meet this way, more often, of course... We never have any bad feelings for another one, what-so-ever be the things have happened.. And we stay together as always we have been ever since we first met And for those who are not hear, let's hope they come next time... Otherwise we will see to that... Thank you

I caught hold of Of Course I love you...Till I find Someone on my way back to Pune for Diwali vacation...Thanks to my friend and colleague Rakesh . I did not know I am very good at reading books, after almost 3 years break from books and devoting most of the time on Internet. However, this one got me right into it. And I think every guy or girl of my generation would feel the same because it has got all the stuff...College, Guys, Girls, Friendship, Parties, Love, Beer, Sex, Betrayals, Tears... In short, the most memorable times of the recent graduate like me. And I did not surprise myself to be almost finishing it withing 6 hours. Rakesh had to get down early, otherwise I would have surely finished it. Its pretty easy to relate yourself with the characters of the book... You knew from your class or even a friend who was as crazy as Deb, the girl next who seated next desk to be like Vernita, the cool hot dude like Vernita's BF(I don't remeber his name), another simple middle-c...